Dearest friend,
I hate when that overwhelming desire to cut creeps in on me too.  I'm sorry you found yourself in that place again and cut again.  Even if they are small, I know they go much deeper than can be seen on the surface.  Hooray for a good cry once in a while right?  I hope you have a good day and find your balance and peace again soon!

Wendy

Hi Mary,

"Just the other night I saw a tv show all about the Minnesota State Fair, it looks like so much fun :)"

It was fun. It was exhausting but fun. I didn't think it would be since I was alone but it was. In all of the many years I attended I never did as much as this time and I never spent so many hours as I did this time.

Take care and I wish you a speedy recovery.

“That picture is hard to see, and so was that movie.” I like it. It reminds me that I am loved. I would watch that movie everyday if I could, but I don’t really have enough time to do that. And actually, what was done to Christ was far worse. Mel Gibson couldn’t accurately portray it and keep the audience.

Have you tried Valerian Root?

It is supposed to help people sleep and it is natural so it shouldn't have any side effects, besides the bad taste anyway.

Spiritsfire

How would you label yourself?
I don't "label" myself. Why throw yourself in one crowd :S

Are you - Single, Taken, Playing the field, In Love, Looking for Love?
Taken & In Love.

Any Tattoo's/Piercings?
Ears three times, but I definitely want one on top and a nose piercing.

What event in your life made you cry the most?

Wow. I hardly even know.

What movie/TV series do you know every line to?

Pride & Prejudice. Both movie and tv series :P

Last time you were drunk?
I've never been drunk lol :P

What's your favourite smell?
 I love the smell of the woods after it rains. <-- this we both share, girl!

When did you wake up today?

7:30am. SHUDDER.

Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week?
Yeah met a few people, had our kisses on the cheek, but nothing intimate.

Have you ever talked to Tom?
I've talked to A TOM, but which Tom are you referring to? I hate myspace btw. eek.

Most embarrassing memory from the past 6 months?
Honestly. I've had so many. I embarrass myself on a daily basis. It's dented into who I am.

Most regretted memory from the past 6 months?
That ONE fight I had that was COMPLETELY my fault. Shall not dive in... :)

Best memory from the past 6 months?
My first I love yous.

Do you have any love interests at the moment?
Yes.

What do you think about the most?
The future. Just the future and what i want to accomplish.

Where was your last date?
There was no official date.

What's your favourite food?
I love seafood. Shrimp above all. Also spinach pies. I'm so craving one right now. DROOL!

Have you ever gone to class drunk?
No, I've never been drunk remember :P

Are you still friends with the people you knew in middle school or high school?
Hardly. Just one. My former best friend I have decided to dispose of  lol

Are you afraid of commitment?
I'm ALL FOR commitment as long as I am sure.

Are you hungry right now?
Kinda. I've been eating pretty often so it's difficult to lose the cravings all of a sudden.

Are you open and honest or do you tend to keep your feelings locked up?
I'm very honest but I'm also very locked up.

What's one of the dumbest things you've said?
Lol let's not dive into this one, mk? I've had a million blonde moments.

Plans for today?
Maybe going to Beirut to check out some apartments. Sigh.

What are you doing now besides taking this survey?
I'm just doing you ; ]

25 Random Questions

How would you label yourself?
I Am Me!

Are you - Single, Taken, Playing the field, In Love, Looking for Love?
Single but in love

Any Tattoo's/Piercings?
Not yet

What event in your life made you cry the most?
When most pets died

What movie/TV series do you know every line to?
None but I got pretty close with Fellowship Of The Ring

Last time you were drunk?
Never

What's your favourite smell?
Lilacs

When did you wake up today?
Today? I had a short nap after church but before that I was awake since 4 Saturday afternoon

Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week?
No

Have you ever talked to Tom?
Who

Most embarrassing memory from the past 6 months?
I help out with the youth group at church, I’m supposed to only let one boy and one girl out to the restroom at a time, well there was already a girl out and one of the younger female youth leaders was going out and I didn’t recognize her and tried to stop her.

Most regretted memory from the past 6 months?
I don’t think I have one

Best memory from the past 6 months?
I had a birthday

Do you have any love interests at the moment?
Yes, sigh

What do you think about the most?
God, and then Krista

Where was your last date?
I haven’t been on one

What's your favourite food?
Ice Cream

Have you ever gone to class drunk?
No

Are you still friends with the people you knew in middle school or high school?
High School

Are you afraid of commitment?
No

Are you hungry right now?
A Little

Are you open and honest or do you tend to keep your feelings locked up?
I try to be open

Spiritsfire

How would you label yourself?
Weird

Are you - Single, Taken, Playing the field, In Love, Looking for Love?
In Love (but single)

Any Tattoo's/Piercings?
Ears, one in each

What event in your life made you cry the most?
Not sure

What movie/TV series do you know every line to?
Grease

Last time you were drunk?
Never been drunk

What's your favourite smell?
Vanilla

When did you wake up today?
11:30am

Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week?
No

Have you ever talked to Tom?
On Myspace, no

Most embarrassing memory from the past 6 months?
Probably when I almost got run over by a car in front of a couple of my friends. I ran in front of a car on the highway when I wasn't paying attention and my friends still think I'm an idiot.

Most regretted memory from the past 6 months?
Not sure

Best memory from the past 6 months?
Anything good dealing with JP :)

Do you have any love interests at the moment?
Yes

What do you think about the most?
Stuuuuuuuuuff

Where was your last date?
I don't remember

What's your favourite food?
Mac and cheese

Have you ever gone to class drunk?
No

Are you still friends with the people you knew in middle school or high school?
I'm in middle school now

Are you afraid of commitment?
No

Are you hungry right now?
No

Are you open and honest or do you tend to keep your feelings locked up?
I keep a lot of things locked up

What's one of the dumbest things you've said?
Only 1? Aww.... well a long while ago I was with a couple of my friends and I was just being stupid and I was like, "You know, I think little people are like, living in my head, dancing and telling me to do stuff, and I wonder if that's the reason I'm confusingly crazy." Some people were like, "Nah, Alaina, your just a freak by heart. And I was like, "Holy sh*t there's little people in my heart too?" My friends just looked at me..... staring................ga....

Plans for today?
It's 9:45pm.....NADA MAS!

What are you doing now besides taking this survey?
Taking this survey

~Alaina~

It' good that he's remembered. :)

Our loss, heavens gain.

Spiritsfire

glad your happy about quitting your job!! I felt that way when i quit my old job i felt great about it!! YUPP...i was like free and even though i was used to making money that feeling was one i could deal with as long as i wasnt dealing with the stress of working!!

Hope your wisdom tooth precedure goes fine, and youll see its not as bad as your thinkin!! Youll be all better in no time!! Just remember not to talk to much because itll cause more pain and swelling!! DO your salt and warm water rinses the next day after they are taken out and drink your meds when it says to especially the pain ones!! For the 1st few days even if you dont feel pain so u dont want to take the meds take it because it does take it sometime to work...after about 3 days dont take it as often you probably wont need the pain meds!!

Let me know how it goes for you when you get a chance!!

I hate clothes shopping... Especially on my bad days when I feel self conscious about myself. It's so hard to find something that looks good on me. There's clothing stores everywhere here though, and they've got some real good stuff, but I hate keeping my hopes up til I go and try em on, only to find out they look bad on me. lol. The way we perceive ourselves, eh... So stupid.
It's good you're quitting and looking for other things. That'll add on for good experiences. Or just a new one that is. It's good changing things up a bit.
My sleep has been outrageous as of lately. urgh.
And I'm opposite of you. Just getting hungrier and hungrier...
Life is so grand eh:P
much love!
=)

"That song was one of my dads favorites as well, and I like it myself.  I'm glad you haven't drank in two weeks, lets keep this up!"

Yeah, the 70's were great. It was a time of the variety hours with Tony Orlando and Dawn and Sonny and Cher. I miss the 70's alot.

Yeah, I'm glad that I haven't drank in two weeks and I hope I can keep it up.

Take care.

Stupid breaking dawn everywhere i turn.. im going to hunt stephenie meyer down and give her a piece of my mind for her stupid imagination!  which i am totally obsessed with.
i need that book.. im beginning to shake and have seizure filled nightmares!

mm your family doesnt sound much different than mine. there is ALWAYS something.
I will of course say a prayer for her. I hope she regains some sense in life
Rana
=)

I will definetly save a prayer for her. I hope she gets better soon!

~God Bless~

Yup you def. need to get those things taken care of, i can imagine how bad it is because I see it all the time in my house. My mom had her thyroid removed and when they take her off her medicine to bring her levels down shes ALWAYS sleeping!! Hope things get better, and having your wisdom teeth taken out isnt that bad, they give you really strong pain meds so it should take care of the pain if you take it right. :D It just stops you from eatting hard or more like many solids but thats fine! :D  

Hope you feel better!!

Maddy<33

I want to feel free too. Oh boy do I...
I know I have some sort of thyroid problem, I just avoided getting my blood tested when I was supposed to. I have been getting so much sleep, yet I'm always feeling tired when I wake. I use to think this was normal after an insomniac phase, but it's just getting worse and worse. I'm tired of feeling lazy, and I'm tired of feeling my appetite grow.
I'm glad you made the appointments though it was hard to do. It's the right thing, which is why we ultimately cave in.
Rana.
=)

thank you i think you are right

[lildarkshadow]

"Thanks Ray   I really enjoyed looking at your pictures!"

Thanks! I really enjoyed showing them.

"Ray, I enjoyed looking at these pictures so very much!  Thank you for sharing all of them with us :)"

You're welcome. My pleasure.

Take care and *Hugs*.

We might not agree about everything here. Hope that that doesn't affect anything.

Spiritsfire